في ساحةِ المتحفِ اللنّدنيّ
الذي مرّ كفكَ فيه نهارا
على كلّ تلك التماثيلِ
والورقِ المستطيلِ
الخفيفْ..
كنتُ أغفو؛
على شرفةٍ من ثلوجِ المسافةِ
أرقبُ ذاك الستارَ الشفيفْ..
كنتُ أسعى لنسجِ الأصابعِ،
لكنّ تلك الأصابعَ لا تلتقي
ضفتان،
ونهرٌ،
وليلٌ مخيفْ..
يمرُّ هنا،
بين كفي وكفّيكَ،
ألفُ شتاءٍ وألفُ خريفْ،
وأنتَ تسابقُ ذاك الطريقَ
وتطوي المسافةَ،
في داخلي،
في الخلايا التي
تنفّستَ فيها،
وأنشأتَها من يقينٍ وطيفْ..
وذاك الرصيفُ،
الذي لم أزلْ،
أمتّرُهُ؛
بين ماذا، وكيف؟!
يموتُ السلامُ،
وكفي تجفُ،
ويمتدّ ذاك المدى المعدنيّ
الممزقُ
بين السكونِ وبين الحفيفْ..
هنا تعبرُ (العينُ)
عينُ البصيرِ بعينِ الكفيفْ..
وبيني وبينكَ يولدُ يومٌ،
تنامُ عليه الحكاية ليلا،
لتخبزَ في الفجرِ مثلَ الرغيفْ
وبين الحكايةِ والحبّ
يأتي العطاءُ
الذي لا أحبُّ؛
كأنّ مُضيفاً
يجاملُ ضيفْ..
وما زال كفّي يمدّ:
سلاماً،
وذاكَ اللقاءُ يموتُ
لأنّ المسافةَ ظلمٌ وحيفْ..
هناك أجفّ،
وأذوي
وأذوي،
وما زالَ كفّكَ بين ضُلوعي
يقلّبها
والنزيفَ.. النزيفْ..
وتلك المسافةُ تخجلُ منّي
وقد جئتَ تنشدُ:
إنّ مقامَ الهوى العاطفي
مقامٌ سخيفْ..
فيا من تُغنّي على وترِ الحبّ،
انسَ القصيدةَ،
لا تفتعلْ،
إنّ قلبَي الوفيّ
الذي في يديكَ
تقلّبُ أوتاره،
دون خوفْ
على نغمةِ الحبّ تلك،
فؤادٌ ضعيفْ
فؤادٌ ضعيفْ..
شعورٌ مُخيف
12 سبتمبر 2025 - 04:07
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هند المطيري
تابع قناة عكاظ على الواتساب
د. هند المطيري
In the square of the London museum
where your hand passed through during the day
over all those statues
and the light rectangular paper
the light..
I was dozing;
on a balcony of the snow of distance
I watch that sheer curtain..
I was trying to weave the fingers,
but those fingers do not meet
two banks,
and a river,
and a terrifying night..
It passes here,
between my hand and yours,
a thousand winters and a thousand autumns,
and you race that road
and fold the distance,
inside me,
in the cells that
you breathed in,
and created from certainty and shadow..
And that sidewalk,
that I still,
am measuring;
between what, and how?!
Peace dies,
and my hand dries,
and that metallic expanse
torn
between stillness and whisper..
Here (the eye) crosses
the eye of the seer with the eye of the blind..
And between you and me a day is born,
on which the story sleeps at night,
to bake in the dawn like bread
And between the story and love
comes the gift
that I do not love;
as if a host
is flattering a guest..
And my hand still extends:
Peace,
and that meeting dies
because the distance is injustice and oppression..
There I dry,
and wither
and wither,
and your hand is still among my ribs
turning them
and the bleeding.. the bleeding..
And that distance is ashamed of me
and you came seeking:
Indeed, the station of emotional love
is a ridiculous station..
So, O you who sing on the string of love,
forget the poem,
do not feign,
for my loyal heart
that is in your hands
turns its strings,
without fear
of that love melody,
a weak heart
a weak heart..
where your hand passed through during the day
over all those statues
and the light rectangular paper
the light..
I was dozing;
on a balcony of the snow of distance
I watch that sheer curtain..
I was trying to weave the fingers,
but those fingers do not meet
two banks,
and a river,
and a terrifying night..
It passes here,
between my hand and yours,
a thousand winters and a thousand autumns,
and you race that road
and fold the distance,
inside me,
in the cells that
you breathed in,
and created from certainty and shadow..
And that sidewalk,
that I still,
am measuring;
between what, and how?!
Peace dies,
and my hand dries,
and that metallic expanse
torn
between stillness and whisper..
Here (the eye) crosses
the eye of the seer with the eye of the blind..
And between you and me a day is born,
on which the story sleeps at night,
to bake in the dawn like bread
And between the story and love
comes the gift
that I do not love;
as if a host
is flattering a guest..
And my hand still extends:
Peace,
and that meeting dies
because the distance is injustice and oppression..
There I dry,
and wither
and wither,
and your hand is still among my ribs
turning them
and the bleeding.. the bleeding..
And that distance is ashamed of me
and you came seeking:
Indeed, the station of emotional love
is a ridiculous station..
So, O you who sing on the string of love,
forget the poem,
do not feign,
for my loyal heart
that is in your hands
turns its strings,
without fear
of that love melody,
a weak heart
a weak heart..