•• تثير ساعة العصاري عندي الهيبة.. تمنحني معنى ثبات لم أره في ساعات أخرى ليلاً أو نهاراً.. أنتظر الظلال لأستمتع ببرودة الشمس قبيل انسلاخها وطلوع الشفق الأحمر.. أستمتع بمذاق روحي للأشياء الجميلة وكأنني ألمسها بحنان.. أصطبغ بالسكينة، خصوصاً في الأحوال التي ليس لديَّ ما أنجزه.. وفي إحدى تلك «العصاري»؛ زارني حديث نفس أثار تساؤلاتي حول «الحياة» التي تسعد بعضنا وتجلد آخرين.
•• من تزهو حياته تكسو سريرته موهبة قدرة التعامل مع الناس بطريقة مدهشة.. ومن لم تشخ روحه الحلوة؛ يضئ سراجاً يضوي حيرة الحيارى.. يفتش عن نور ينير به نفسه ومن حوله نحو الراحة والدفء والبقاء.. يحتسي الحياة المخضبة فيرش على الناس عبير الاستئناس.. بأسلوبه وطريقته الجذَّابة؛ يشتت ظلام الأيام ويصدِّعه.. وبإبريق من عسل برائحته النفَّاذة؛ يحوِّل ثياب تعاستهم إلى بريق تفاحة.
•• أما المتشبع بقلق مشحون؛ فتمر أوقاته ثقيلة على نفسه.. يشعر برعشة مقززة مكرورة تدغدغ أبدان من حوله.. يستبد به غضب من كل شيء.. يحتله وجعٌ لا قدرة له على استئصاله.. يعيش عذابات يومية مصدرها شعوره بوقوعه في فخ حياته المهترئة.. يدير ظهر قلبه عن الناس؛ فمرة يغيب عنهم ومرات يطل.. وفي طلته ينزلق على جدار الكراهية كخنجر يغرسه في خاصرهم.
•• بين هذا وذاك؛ شخص يعاتب الحياة، وآخر يعيش لحظاتها الهادئة ليصنع جذوراً وتجذراً لكل من يريد الاستمتاع بأوقاته؛ ثراءً وإرثاً روحياً.. بين من يمتطي الفجر بالنظر إلى قباب الحياة بفرشاة من نور، وآخر ينزلق متوسداً الشؤم في برهة بحث عن نفس ضائعة.. بين فكر هادئ دائم التجدد لا يموت إلا بموت صاحبه، وآخر رخ مجنون كمِرْبَد في دائرة لا تنتهي.
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•• The evening hour evokes a sense of awe in me... it grants me a meaning of stability that I have not seen in other hours, whether at night or during the day... I wait for the shadows to enjoy the coolness of the sun just before it slips away and the red twilight rises... I savor the essence of my soul in beautiful things as if I am touching them tenderly... I am enveloped in tranquility, especially in times when I have nothing to accomplish... And in one of those "evenings"; a conversation with my inner self stirred my questions about "life" that brings joy to some of us and lashes others.
•• Those whose lives are adorned with joy possess a talent for dealing with people in an amazing way... And those whose sweet souls have not aged; illuminate a lamp that brightens the confusion of the confused... They search for a light to illuminate themselves and those around them towards comfort, warmth, and permanence... They sip the life steeped in richness and sprinkle the fragrance of companionship on others... With their charming style and approach; they scatter the darkness of days and shatter it... And with a pot of honey with its penetrating aroma; they transform the rags of their misery into the sparkle of an apple.
•• As for the one burdened with anxious worries; their moments pass heavily upon their soul... They feel a recurring, nauseating tremor that tickles the bodies of those around them... They are overwhelmed by anger at everything... They are occupied by a pain that they cannot eradicate... They live daily torments stemming from their feeling of being trapped in the snare of their worn-out life... They turn their heart away from people; sometimes they disappear from them and at other times they appear... And in their appearance, they slide along the wall of hatred like a dagger thrust into their sides.
•• Between this and that; there is a person who reproaches life, and another who lives its quiet moments to create roots and deep connections for anyone who wants to enjoy their time; in richness and spiritual legacy... Between those who ride the dawn by looking at the domes of life with a brush of light, and another who slides, resting on misfortune in a moment of searching for a lost self... Between a constantly renewing calm thought that dies only with the death of its owner, and another mad flow like a mirage in an endless circle.
•• Those whose lives are adorned with joy possess a talent for dealing with people in an amazing way... And those whose sweet souls have not aged; illuminate a lamp that brightens the confusion of the confused... They search for a light to illuminate themselves and those around them towards comfort, warmth, and permanence... They sip the life steeped in richness and sprinkle the fragrance of companionship on others... With their charming style and approach; they scatter the darkness of days and shatter it... And with a pot of honey with its penetrating aroma; they transform the rags of their misery into the sparkle of an apple.
•• As for the one burdened with anxious worries; their moments pass heavily upon their soul... They feel a recurring, nauseating tremor that tickles the bodies of those around them... They are overwhelmed by anger at everything... They are occupied by a pain that they cannot eradicate... They live daily torments stemming from their feeling of being trapped in the snare of their worn-out life... They turn their heart away from people; sometimes they disappear from them and at other times they appear... And in their appearance, they slide along the wall of hatred like a dagger thrust into their sides.
•• Between this and that; there is a person who reproaches life, and another who lives its quiet moments to create roots and deep connections for anyone who wants to enjoy their time; in richness and spiritual legacy... Between those who ride the dawn by looking at the domes of life with a brush of light, and another who slides, resting on misfortune in a moment of searching for a lost self... Between a constantly renewing calm thought that dies only with the death of its owner, and another mad flow like a mirage in an endless circle.


