لم أنْجُ؛
لم تكنِ المسافة بلسماً،
كان القطارُ مُحايداً حدَّ الخيانةِ
والمقاعِدُ شاغرَهْ.
ممشوقةَ الأردافِ يكفي فتنةً
هذي القصيدةُ حائرَهْ،
لم أنجُ سيدتي..
لم أنجُ! دونَ مُكابرَهْ..
خَدَعوكِ؛
إذْ خدعوا مزاجِي، بلْ مزاجَ الأُحْجِياتِ، وأوغلوا في الأمنياتِ الكاذباتِ
لمَحْتُنِي أخْفي عنِ العنقاءِ كومَ رمادِها، كيْلا تعودَ مجدداً،
أوْ أنْ تعودَ -إذا تعودُ- خفيفةَ التركيزِ عندَ البَعْثِ؛
أفتعلُ الحياةَ لكيْ يَمُد الغُولُ كلَّ رؤوسِه
آنَ اقترابِ الموتِ.
أنا قد أموت بخُدعةٍ، أو فجوةٍ فيما تُزامِنُهُ المسافةُ والمسافةُ
قيلَ: أزمنةُ المسافةِ ماكرَهْ،
أو أكتفي برَصَاصَةٍ في الشوقِ تُطلَقُ غادرَهْ.
بِلقيسةَ الساقينِ عرشُكِ باردٌ
منذ اقتبستِ شَبيهَهُ، ورحلتِ خلفَ نُبُوءةٍ مَضْمونةٍ؛
هذا أنا، ومدينةٌ تشتاقُ عطركِ وانسكابَكِ في الشغافِ نَبيةً.
لهْفي عَلى سَبَأٍ،
لهفي على ولعي بها...
متشابهانِ
إذا انْتَشَى صرْحُ القَواريرِ المُمَرَّدِ
مَسَّنا حزنٌ يُلوِّنُهُ الخيالُ
فنَنتشِي..
هذا كلامٌ واضحٌ لا لبسَ فيهِ..
..............
هزَّتْ دعائمَهُ وشايَةُ هُدْهُدٍ.
سَبَـأٌ بكاملِ خَيْلِها وشُموسِها
لا روحَ فيها،
روحُها في القُدسِ منذُ رسالةٍ مختومةٍ، ومَشورَةٍ..
لا تجْرحي شَبَقَ القصيدةِ
داعبي أزْرارَها حتى الدُّوار ِ
وراقصيها سافرَةْ
هذي القصيدةُ فاجرَةْ
شِعْرِيَّةَ العينينِ حسْبُكِ أننا مُتعادلانِ؟
أنا انغرستُ على مسامِكِ ناهِرًا منْ قدْ يَمُرُّ:
أنا هنا!
فالزَمْ حُدودكَ، واصْطَلِ النارَ المُريبَةَ قافِلاً
أدْري ستأخذُكِ الحكايةُ مرةً ضِدِّي،
تُؤلِّبُكِ المسافةُ،
يختفي صوتي،
سيحتفلونَ بالجاني،
وتكتحلينَ لي:
تلكَ الطقوسُ كَسيحةٌ،
وَثنَيَّةٌ..
تلك الطقوسُ مُعادَةٌ يا سادتي!
متعادلانِ إذن؟
وأنتِ تركتِ في قلبي الجريحِ مفازةً وقنابلَ،
ورَدَمتِ آبار الطريقِ،
زرعتِ ألغامًا،
وضَيَّعْتِ الخريطةَ في متاهةِ قريةٍ مهجورةٍ
حاولنَ أن يعبرنَ، فابتسمَ العبورُ ومدَّ -كيْ يغتظنَ- نصفَ لسانِهِ..
ما زالَ ظِلي مُؤمنا بالشَّمْسِ
لكنَّ الطريق إلى الحقيقةِ كافرَهْ
سَرْدِيَّةَ الشفتينِ هلْ لكِ رِدَّةٌ،
هذي القصيدةُ شاعرَهْ
في جُعْبَتي طلبٌ صغيرٌ ساذجٌ:
رُشِّي نذورَكِ في المدائنِ حاشرينَ، ورَتِّبِي أنثَى تنوءُ بسحرها وبكيدها!
أتمانعينَ؟
أريدُها أنثى على قدرِ انثيالِكِ واختياركِ،
عَلِّميها أن تَكُونَكِ في اصطيادِ خَبِيئَتِي
في الصمتِ،
في ورَعِ القَوامِ المستفزِّ اللا يقاوم،
في مشيئةِ أُصْبُعينِ يُكاتبانِ ويرسمانِ ويَسْكرانِ
ويُسْكرانِ منافذَ الإغواءِ،
في نزقِ الشفاهِ،
براءةِ العينينِ قبلَ هُبوبِها
فيما تبوحُ بهِ يدانِ لخاصرَهْ.
في السُّرَّةِ الخرساءِ ملْءَ جُموحِها،
في الهمهماتِ السَادراتِ، وفي الكلامِ المستقيمِ بلا قواعدَ؛
علميها كيفَ تسقطُ نشوةٌ، فتعيدُها للرُّفِ كاملةَ الجنونِ محاصرَهْ؛
بل علميها كيفَ تهْطُلُ غيمتينِ.. سحابتين، فغيمتينِ سحابتينِ، ولا تكفُّ عنِ اقترافِ التمتماتِ الماطرَهْ.
وإذا اسْتَتَمَّتْ علميها أن تكون جميلةً بِمَنامَةٍ مثقوبةٍ
وتَسَاقطٍ للشَّعرِ قد يبدو على أنثى سواها سَيِّئاً؛
وأنيقةً بسوارِ جِلدٍ يسْتَجِمُّ بمِعْصَمٍ مُتوَهِّجٍ بالشمسِ
ما بعد الظهيرَةِ؛
علميها حينَ تضحكُ أن تكونَ غبيةً وشقيةً
ومثيرةً
ومغامِرَهْ.
زُفِّي لها جَسَدي النَّحيلَ،
وجُثةَ القلبِ المحنَّطِ في تَوابيتِ القنوطِ،
وذاكرَهْ.
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* محمد ولد إدوم.
موريتانيا
I did not survive;
The distance was not a balm,
The train was neutral to the point of betrayal
And the seats were empty.
With curvy hips enough to enchant
This poem is confused,
I did not survive, my lady..
I did not survive! Without pretense..
They deceived you;
When they deceived my mood, rather the mood of the fables, and delved into the false wishes
I caught a glimpse of you hiding from the phoenix the pile of its ashes, so it wouldn’t return again,
Or to return—if it does—lightly focused at the resurrection;
Shall I create life so that the ghoul extends all its heads
At the approach of death?
I might die from a trick, or a gap in what the distance and the distance coincide with
It was said: The times of distance are cunning,
Or shall I settle for a bullet of longing fired treacherously?
With the grace of your legs, your throne is cold
Since you borrowed its likeness and departed behind a guaranteed prophecy;
This is me, and a city longing for your scent and your pouring into the heart, a prophecy.
Alas for Sheba,
Alas for my passion for her...
Two alike
If the palace of the mirrored bottles rejoices
We were touched by a sadness colored by imagination
So we rejoice..
This is clear talk with no ambiguity..
..............
Its pillars were shaken by the whisper of a hoopoe.
Sheba, with all its horses and suns
Has no spirit in it,
Its spirit has been in Jerusalem since a sealed message, and a consultation..
Do not wound the lust of the poem
Tease its buttons until dizziness
And dance with it openly
This poem is shameless
Is it enough for you that we are equal in the poetry of the eyes?
I have rooted myself in your pores, a stream from whoever may pass:
I am here!
So keep your limits, and stoke the suspicious fire retreating
I know the story will take you once against me,
The distance will incite you,
My voice will disappear,
They will celebrate the culprit,
And you will adorn yourself for me:
Those rituals are lame,
And a turning point..
Those rituals are hostile, my lords!
So we are equal then?
And you left in my wounded heart a wasteland and bombs,
You filled the wells of the road,
You planted mines,
And you lost the map in the maze of an abandoned village
They tried to cross, and the crossing smiled and extended—so they would be vexed—half of its tongue..
My shadow still believes in the sun
But the road to the truth is ungrateful
Do you have a retreat for the narrative of the lips,
This poem is poetic
In my quiver is a small naive request:
Sprinkle your vows in the cities gathering, and arrange a woman burdened with her magic and her cunning!
Will you refuse?
I want her to be a woman in proportion to your flowing and your choice,
Teach her to be you in capturing my secret
In silence,
In the piety of the provocative stature that cannot be resisted,
In the will of two fingers writing and drawing and intoxicated
And intoxicating the entrances of temptation,
In the impetuosity of the lips,
The innocence of the eyes before their gust
In what two hands reveal to the waist.
In the mute navel, filled with its wildness,
In the murmurs that return, and in the straight talk without rules;
Teach her how to fall into ecstasy, so she returns it to the shelf completely mad and besieged;
Rather, teach her how to rain two clouds.. two clouds, so two clouds, and do not stop committing the pouring murmurs.
And if it continues, teach her to be beautiful with a pierced slumber
And a fall of hair that may seem bad on any other woman;
And elegant with a leather bracelet resting on a wrist glowing with the sun
After noon;
Teach her when she laughs to be silly and mischievous
And alluring
And adventurous.
Let my slender body be delivered to her,
And the mummified heart in the coffins of despair,
And memory.
The distance was not a balm,
The train was neutral to the point of betrayal
And the seats were empty.
With curvy hips enough to enchant
This poem is confused,
I did not survive, my lady..
I did not survive! Without pretense..
They deceived you;
When they deceived my mood, rather the mood of the fables, and delved into the false wishes
I caught a glimpse of you hiding from the phoenix the pile of its ashes, so it wouldn’t return again,
Or to return—if it does—lightly focused at the resurrection;
Shall I create life so that the ghoul extends all its heads
At the approach of death?
I might die from a trick, or a gap in what the distance and the distance coincide with
It was said: The times of distance are cunning,
Or shall I settle for a bullet of longing fired treacherously?
With the grace of your legs, your throne is cold
Since you borrowed its likeness and departed behind a guaranteed prophecy;
This is me, and a city longing for your scent and your pouring into the heart, a prophecy.
Alas for Sheba,
Alas for my passion for her...
Two alike
If the palace of the mirrored bottles rejoices
We were touched by a sadness colored by imagination
So we rejoice..
This is clear talk with no ambiguity..
..............
Its pillars were shaken by the whisper of a hoopoe.
Sheba, with all its horses and suns
Has no spirit in it,
Its spirit has been in Jerusalem since a sealed message, and a consultation..
Do not wound the lust of the poem
Tease its buttons until dizziness
And dance with it openly
This poem is shameless
Is it enough for you that we are equal in the poetry of the eyes?
I have rooted myself in your pores, a stream from whoever may pass:
I am here!
So keep your limits, and stoke the suspicious fire retreating
I know the story will take you once against me,
The distance will incite you,
My voice will disappear,
They will celebrate the culprit,
And you will adorn yourself for me:
Those rituals are lame,
And a turning point..
Those rituals are hostile, my lords!
So we are equal then?
And you left in my wounded heart a wasteland and bombs,
You filled the wells of the road,
You planted mines,
And you lost the map in the maze of an abandoned village
They tried to cross, and the crossing smiled and extended—so they would be vexed—half of its tongue..
My shadow still believes in the sun
But the road to the truth is ungrateful
Do you have a retreat for the narrative of the lips,
This poem is poetic
In my quiver is a small naive request:
Sprinkle your vows in the cities gathering, and arrange a woman burdened with her magic and her cunning!
Will you refuse?
I want her to be a woman in proportion to your flowing and your choice,
Teach her to be you in capturing my secret
In silence,
In the piety of the provocative stature that cannot be resisted,
In the will of two fingers writing and drawing and intoxicated
And intoxicating the entrances of temptation,
In the impetuosity of the lips,
The innocence of the eyes before their gust
In what two hands reveal to the waist.
In the mute navel, filled with its wildness,
In the murmurs that return, and in the straight talk without rules;
Teach her how to fall into ecstasy, so she returns it to the shelf completely mad and besieged;
Rather, teach her how to rain two clouds.. two clouds, so two clouds, and do not stop committing the pouring murmurs.
And if it continues, teach her to be beautiful with a pierced slumber
And a fall of hair that may seem bad on any other woman;
And elegant with a leather bracelet resting on a wrist glowing with the sun
After noon;
Teach her when she laughs to be silly and mischievous
And alluring
And adventurous.
Let my slender body be delivered to her,
And the mummified heart in the coffins of despair,
And memory.